♥ promise me, you'll wait for me

It's been boring, indeed. I haven't been writing much, I know. Usually, I do daily blogging but I haven't found much exciting stuff to write about.

I went back to work on Friday after all that crap that happened with management. Yes, it felt weird because I had to rock up in normal crew uniform instead of management uniform. My managers and co-workers didn't recognise me or said I looked weird because they'd never seen my in my normal crew uniform before. I'm still pretty cut about this whole work thing because ever since I decided not to train for manager anymore, they gave me less shifts and what's even worse is that they've put me in the kitchen and it's so fucking hot!

Anyways, on Friday night I stayed over Sandy's house and then went to Indooroopilly the next day to pick up her Valentines day present for her boyfriend, a custom made pillow case. It looks okay but it's just really plain. I guess it's the thought that counts though, it's a different present, not like the typical box of chocolates and a card. After picking up the pillow case with Sandy, I met up with Kevin and left to the City to meet up with Talina and DK. I had Nando's and OMFG it was great :D !!! Talina taxes a jumper and gave it to me, it's grey, nice and warm.

Talina and I were going to go to The Beat that night but her sister called and asked us to go to the Coast so we thought "yeah, lets go and we can go clubbing while we're there" We both had heard that the clubs down at the coast were good but we didn't get to go since it was pouring. We stayed in the apartment because there was a party going on. It was quite boring and annoying because of some of the people that were there. A lot of them were really either childish or stupid. I didn't really enjoy my night, both Talina and I wanted to go back to Brisbane and hit the clubs there but we had no way of getting back. Oh and that was probably the shittiest sleep I've ever had! Oh my god the people were so freaking noisy it was freaking funny.

The next day we went down Surfers Paradise for a BBQ then legged it home because we were all so tired from not getting good sleep. I came home, cleaned my room and headed off to my crew meeting. DEAD TIRED!

Worked yesterday and went out at night with the girls. It was pretty funny, I don't have the pictures so I can't post them on here but yeah, it was a pretty awesome night.

Right now, I'm at Talina's house in her sisters bedroom watching 'My Girl'. It's such an awesome movie and yes I'm still watching it, it takes me ages to watch especially when I'm only online after 3pm and have until 11pm to watch. Not to mention getting carried away by msn and social networks. I'm only up to chapter 10 part 3 and there are 16 chapters all together. Freakin EPIC. I'm loving this movie and the characters in it :D:D:D:D well I think thats as much as I have to say about my week, day and whateverrrrrs! I'm getting Lazyyyyyyyy :)

Offt, might be out later :D WOO!

Oh OH! Motherfucking Kylie comes back on Thursday! Can't fucking wait because I'm missing the bitch shitloads xxxxxxxxx

♥ i'm caught up in your mess

No, I haven't been lazy to post. I just haven't found the time since I've been out a lot again and because my laptop isn't working and my room is a mess.. to the point I don't even want to be sitting in here. Anyway, just a small recap of what I've been up to lately.

Last week, I went out with Talina for a little girls night since we both felt like shit. I think we did that a couple of nights, always ending up at Sunnybank. . . Friday night we went to Mish's apartment for pre-drinks and met new people! Yep, it's always awesome to meet new people! I had some gooooooooon, shitty wine. Had a shot of Bicardi at another apartment and OMG, a fight broke out. It was pretty scary. I hate fights but I watch anyways. We hit Family after for the Steve Hill event. It was alright, the music was awesome but I think it was a little too much. The place was pretty packed as well.. didn't meet anyone new while I was there. I don't think Family is a suitable place to pick up guys or girls.

This post is going to be a little short. I'm not feeling up to anything right now.. sort of a long story which I'll explain after everything else.

Valentine's Day! ... Well, to me, known as Single Awareness Day (SAD) . Slept in since I got home at 4am from the clubs. Didn't do anything that day, I think I just sat around at home and used the internet like always. Decided to go to Allen's place since he was having a singles drink up night. It was kind of boring until Jimmy wanted to go to Sunnybank to jump some guy so we went. We got there and some of us stayed in the car knowing that we were already into shit for driving the others there and were too scared to get out and get involved more. So, while some of us were sitting in the car, we watched for cops and yadda yadda... Some random car parked behind Dong's car and we all got out of our cars for some reason. The people in the random car pulled out poles from their cars and we shat ourselves so we walked away LOL. We found out they were on our side.

This is fucking boring because I don't know what I'm saying half the time and I have no fucking idea if I'm making any sense.

Well, excuse my language. I'm just so pissed off right now, I think I'm getting into some great depression stage --" I had a really bad day today... You see, I went to get my Learners and I failed by two questions, although it's not really what ticked me off. I actually laughed when the guy told me I failed... Anyways, the real reason I'm pissed off is because I told my high manager that I don't want to do management anymore because it was stressful and it just wasn't for me. I asked him if it were possible to get my Crew Trainer job back and he said he'd have to ask the boss. I came into work today and asked about it again and they moved me down to Low Crew!!! ... FUCKING HELL. He gave me the uniform and told me to wear it tomorrow. It's gonna be so awkward at work.. Still fucking pissed.

I've started to notice that everytime I'm angry, I get all emotional, I start to go teary and then I blame it on not having a boyfriend. LOL, so stupid. Fuck boys, I don't need them. I don't need you, Chris. I'm way too good for you, chyeahh!










*sigh.

♥ Romeo, save me.. i'm feeling so alone

Whoa, I haven't posted in a while! Sorry to those people who do drop by and read when they're bored or just because my posts are so interesting to read =P I highly doubt. Well, my internet is actually capped at the moment, my usage says 103% and I really haven't bothered to use it much because I hate it when it's so freakin' slow!!! Anyways ..... This post should be pretty long and awesome and of course interesting! Woohoo! A good read :D . . Not really, at least I don't think so.

Okayyyyyyy, I don't know where I left it last so I think I'm just going to start off with Chinese New Years Festival. Friday night was alright, I didn't go around much since there was really no one there to hang around so I decided to stick with Sandy and Tuan while they were handing out pamphlets for display homes or something. After they had finished we chilled for a bit, no rides that night because we couldn't be stuffed. I saw a certain someone I was wanting to see but everytime I turned away and looked back he disappeared. Bleh. Apparently, some little bitch wanted to hit me but I'm guessing she didn't because she was in a dress.

Saturday was better except for the fact that the taxi driver was the biggest dickhead. Yes, I know I was being lazy but what kind of customer service is this? Okay, this is what happened: It was 7:30pm and Sandy, Tuan and I were waiting for our taxi and when it finally arrived I told the driver to go to the end of the street that meets the Festival. There was traffic along that street but I just wanted him to get to the end of it so it'd be a quick walk for us but the faggot drives halfway and asks us to walk from where he was going to drop us off. I told him to just drive to the end of the street but he kept complaining about the traffic and he couldn't get through. Yeah, right, you asswipe, the car in front just got through. Can you just follow it? Being the faggot that he was, he turned to me and yelled "Can't you just walk from here?!?!" . . . Yes, I was freakin' pissed so I called the Cab Service and complained to them about how shitty that service was but they gave me a stupid phone number to call and complain so I couldn't be fucked. So, that was what happened at the start of my Saturday night.

We met up with Lucy and Mai once we got to the Festival grounds and just stood there talking about random shit for a while. We bummed around for a bit and I went to one of the stalls to see a friend since he was there selling drinks. I also saw that little bitch that wanted to hit me, this time she was wearing some weird as shit like seriously, learn to dress because you look like a retard. Were you trying to pick up girls? Or are you really some fucking tranny? . . . Anywho, we went on the Cha Cha and it was boringgggggg like shitt. Avalanche is still the best, I must say. How . . . I don't know the word to describe myself but I wouldn't say immature as I just like to have fun :P Well, yes. We all know I'm turning nineteen this year, I still hang around people younger than me and I still LOVE rides! So, pretty much bummed/chilled and caught up with old friends that night, it was awesome. My social life is back. . . well, getting back, slowly.

Talina and I went to The Beat afterwards and I was so pissed because as I was approaching the entrance to the club, I was looking for my $50 and it wasn't in my pocket which meant I lost it at the Festival and some lucky bitch/bastard picked it up. Talina and her sister shouted me which was all good! The music that night was pretty shit and I'm getting sick of hearing "voices, I hear voices" playing over and over every week at the clubs. I think I'm addicted to that "Nobody likes the records that I play" song now. It's been in my head eversince that night! . . Well, I met a few new people while I was there! It was great fun. I'm loving the atmosphere at The Beat :D Gay people are freakin' awesome! Especially Sam's cousin, Johnny. He's so adorable. Well, decided to go home because it was getting boring - got home at 4am-ish?

Sunday, woke up at 11am and if you know me well, I hate sleeping in until 4pmish now. I used to be nocturnal back in the days when bNK was up and running but I realised how much time I was wasting on sleep so I decided to wake up earlier, not too early but at a decent time, so much that you get a good rest even if it means six hours. Went fishing that night and caught a few I don't know what you call them. They're just fishes to me. Oh my god, my cousin and I were sitting there fishing and I saw a crab so I tried to fish it up and a white eel came swimming by. It was ugly and reall really wriggly, my cousin tried to fish it up. He caught it but the damn eel bit the line off, pretty amazing. I tried and it bit my line off too :O!

So yeah, that was basically my weekend. Sure, much more happened but I don't want to go into too much details because as I said in one of my previous posts, it really bugs me.

Nothing doing this week besides work, eating out and I did a but of shopping today. Needed to get new undies desperately because most of my other ones . . . yeah, you wouldn't want to know :P Work has been alright lately, just really boring and bludgy because the cool managers opened/closed but tomorrow, I guess you could say I'm in for a hard days work because one of the strict managers are working and he expects me to be telling people what to do, do my 'travel paths' and what not.

Oh yeah, I went to the Casino last night with a few friends. It's so nice in there and filled with quite a lot of asians. I spotted a pretty cute guy in there :D Yeah, I had a Strawberry Daquiri! It was sooooo good! I should just . . fill my frozen coke machine at work with alcohol! Mmmm, I feel like one right now !! I got a bit red in the face after drinking just one large cup --" We went to karaoke afterwards and screamed our lungs out. I was feeling a bit allover the place and the depressing songs didn't really help. HAHA, I'm over it :)

Bought a new book today - "He's Just Not That Into You" . It's alright, so far. It's mainly about how to tell if a guy is interested in you or not. People writing letters to the author and the author writes a reply. One of the girls that wrote a letter is so stupid because she fully makes all these excuses as to why this guy doesn't call her. Like, he's too busy. Seriously, you can't be busy 24/7. But yeah, I recommend you girls to read this book :) Honestly, I don't think there's hope for the guy I'm liking . . "He's just not that into me" . . LOL .

Well, I got a few things to look forward to this week. Late night tomorrow night but that's like a weekly basis, I'm feeling lazy to go tomorrow night but one of my friends are expecting me to be there to talk to the group about the cruise that's happening on Sunday. So yeah, Pre-drinks on Friday night at Mish's apartment and thennnnnnn I'm hitting the clubs - Family - Steve Hill, I don't know who the fuck that is but I heard it's going to be great and I love Family so ... doof doof ? . . Then Saturday, I'm invited to a SINGLE LADIES drink up thingo but I think I'm going to pass on that one unless I get really depressed then DRINK AWAY. Highly unlikely because ....... I'm going cruising on Sunday! - Actually, I still haven't decided and I don't know how on earth I'm going to get there just yet -.- so, I must plan by Friday or Saturday.

Oh yeahhh, busy, busy week. More on the fun side which is going to be FANTABULOUS.

Well, I'm going to make like a baby and head out now :P

BITE YAA xx

♥ all in all, this is a perfect scene

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEENTH SANDYY~!!!

It's 11pm. I'm meant to be getting off right now but I decided to blog first and then head off. OMG, I'm CAPPED! This is what happens from streaming videos --" I really want to finish off the Korean Drama I'm watching but the net is just too slow at the moment. I'm like dying because I can't watch my baby acting D: -cries-

Well, what a boring day! Oh yeah, someone stole Banana Bread from our cafe today so we watched it on the camera footage and found the culprit. Unfortunately, he'd already left the store and we weren't going to walk around the plaza looking for him. Dude, you're lucky because the cops would have been involved if you came back!

Anyway, I should be studying some shit for my management training tomorrow but I can't be fucked. I'm getting assessed and I'm shitting myself because I'm going to be watched for three hours, bossing the crew people around. I really am dreading it. I find it much easier to boss people around in back than at the front but I hope I do a good job tomorrow. Wish me luck.

Other things; Tet is this weekend and I'm looking forward to it. I kind of wish I had some guy to go with though, it'll be cool.. I guess. Hope I don't go emo this year --" On the bright side, HE will be there as well :) but I think he's avoiding me at the moment LOLLLLLL. It's Okay, I'll always have my Jun Ki Oppa by my side -stares at phone wallpaper- Sighhhhhhhhhhh, what to doooo. Valentines is also coming up. Screw Valentines day, every year is just shit. Valentines is shit, you're all shit :) yeahhhhhhhhhh.

Well this post is gay because I'm just talking shit. I cut my hair today, my fringe and layers are shorter. At least it looks better than ... ROFL, we know who ;)

I think I'm going to leave it here for now. Sorry about the oh so boring post ... I don't know what to write about --"

♥ feels like i'm going crazy

Aiiyahh~! I had to work at 5:30am this morning. Not cool. Luckily, I was pretty awake when I got to work. I had a bad sleep last night because it was sooooo hot, the fan was on medium and my mum kept turning back down to low!! I got frustrated, I nearly cried T~T" Anyway, back to the work related shit. I had to open and I had no idea what to do since it was only my second time. The first time I did it, my manager1 helped me through it a lot but this time my manager2 just stayed in the office doing cash with manager3 - which is also in training like I am but is way ahead of me -stab- So I had to stock everything by myself and I didn't really know what was needed. It was 6am and I thought we opened our doors at 6:30am so I thought maybe it'd buy me more time to get everything ready. I had everything I needed for breakfast ready... well, so I thought. I forgot to toast the muffins! and a lot of other things but I can't be bothered naming. I figured what I hadn't stocked yet and got them all prepared. Another worker came in a 9am to work with me -phew- All went well then.

At 10:30am we did transition (Swapping over to lunch) By this time, there were two workers helping me but one had to do the washing up which only took her about twenty minutes or so. I had to do bin run since no one else knew how to do it. My second time doing bin run, first time I was just helping out because I stayed at work for a bit and I wasn't doing anything so I just helped out. This time it was serious --" It was raining but I didn't mind because I'd rather walk out in the rain than in the hot sun. I managed to pull two bins down to the dump and I emptied them both. What grossed me out was that there were three bags in one of the bins that weren't tied up and what was in the bag, all tipped out when I got it out of the bin. I had... bin juice running allover my arms, luckily, not on my hands because I had gloves on but it was still disgusting and not to mention the stench! I never want to do bin run again, under any circumstances, I refuse!

-Blah blah blah- Finished at 1pm. The day went by really fast. I sat around for an hour talking to Loan and then we both decided to go home. I was so glad to get home and SHOWER! Get all that dirty bin juice off me!! Yeah, anyway... We all know how the rest goes by now, I hope? I went and sat my arse on my computer chair and just browsed the internet, this time looking for new Korean songs :) No luck but I found this really cute guy. I've seen him in clips before but I don't exactly remember which one so I saw him again today and completely fell for him. Mainly because he's so damnnnnnnnnnnnnnn gorgeous!

I LOVE LEE JUN KI


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