♥ feels like insomnia

Weekend's been hectic. Haven't had enough sleep so I'm dying while writing this post. I went down to the Gold Coast on Friday night with the girls to attend an apartment party because our Sydney friends, Quang (Kwung LOL) and the boys came down. The party was alright, met a few new people, they were pretty cool. They'd be awesome if they could spare just one bed for Kylie and I but unfortunately they didn't. Bleh. I pulled an all nighter that night, just sat outside on the balcony stargazing and deeply thinking about random things. The sun was coming up so I took out my camera and took some photos. I think out of all photos, I only ended up keeping one and it's not even that great because my camera is shit. I want a DSLR camera, ftw.
Kylie had work at 10am so we had to leave the apartment at 6am. Yep, we trained it all the way back to the City and caught the bus back to Inala. I felt like kissing the ground when we got to Inala Plaza, home sweet home!

Saturday night, I was meant to go to Ti's birthday party but it was late and I didn't want to catch a bus out to the City. I was also meant to go to PHD but I couldn't be bothered in the end and not many of my friends were going anyway. Kylie called me and asked me to go to Vinh's party instead so we did. It was alright but I guess home would have been better, I love home. After Vinh's party, Kylie and I wanted to hang out so we went with Dong, Dimmy, Eddie, Andrew, and Phammy91 to the Gold Coast for fishing. We watched them fish while freezing our asses off, I was not dressed for a night at the beach. We wanted to head to Quang's just to farewell them but we were at opposite ends so we didn't want to bother Eddie/Dimmy to drive us. It was getting boring and Kylie and I were tired so we slept in Dimmy's car, went home at 6am.

I'm so sleep deprived. I slept until 5pm today and it still wasn't enough, I kept waking up because I didn't want to waste my day and because I was meant to go to Inala to meet Talina for a d&m at 6pm but it got cancelled.

Me, Kylie, Tim and Allen went to Sunnybank tonight and had some snacks, chilled at Allen's for a bit then went home. Home, sweet home. Finally sleeping in my bed tonight! yay.


Oh, by the way, I did some photo taking earlier this month and I kept slipping my mind to upload them so here they are!

♥ your blue skies turn to gray..

Because I'm lacking in motivation right now and not feeling emotional about things, this post won't be as prominent as it would have been this morning. I will still let you in on all the incidents that has happened today but with very little soul.

I was awoken this morning by my parents who were having a go at eachother both verbally and physically. I was astounded. Never, in my life have I ever seen my parents go at eachother like they did this morning. What happened was, I was lying in bed listening to them yell at eachother thinking that it's just another one of those days where they're fighting and soon to make up again. That was where I was wrong. The yelling became intense then I heard an object being thrown to the ground causing a loud "BAM" on the timber floors. I rushed out of my room to see what all the commotion was about and there I saw, my mum against the wall, holding my baby sister and my dad trying to strangle her. Shocked. I yelled out at him to let her go and they started arguing again. I took my baby sister out of my mum's arms, tears started pouring out of my eyes. I couldn't believe I just saw my stepdad trying to strangle the life out of my mum! I brought my baby sister into my brother's room and walked back out into the kitchen where my parents were arguing, still yelling. My mum slapped my stepdad, he slapped her back and with tears rolling down my cheeks, I yelled out once again. My grandma came up to see what was going on and tried to help sort things out but my parents wouldn't listen. It was a really bad start to the day, I felt crap about it because I didn't know how to help out nor did I know how to comfort my mum... and because I didn't get to sleep in again.

Things calmed down so I went out to the backyard to relax and conversate with my relatives about random things. My uncle let me take photos with his Lumix digital camera, it's those big chucky cameras photographers use to take pro photos. I had fun taking photos with his camera but it ran out of batteries so I ran to get my crappy Olympus digital camera. I took a few photos with it, they aren't the best photos but I like them. I haven't put them on my computer yet but when I do, I'll be sure to post it up on here!

My camera started dying as well so I went back to my room to use the internet. Shit happened which I don't really want to mention on here so if you want to know, then just ask me because I'd be more than happy to bitch to you about it :)

Sandy called me around 630pm and asked me to go Sunnybank with her to eat at Sushi Train. I didn't really want to go because I'm really sick and I was lazy but I thought.. it could help me overcome my sickness so I ended up going. The sushi was okay, I liked the ones with cavier the best! The little eggs like, pop when you bite them and it tastes so goood! Her parents shouted me because I'm broke as but then again, they kind of do most of the time when I'm out with them. I owe them heaps! They're like a second family to me and I love them <3 After Sushi Train, I shouted Sandy a Golden Rocher Crepe with my last $10. Hey, I know it's not much but it was the most I could repay while I'm broke!! The crepe was so good! We walked around Market Square for a while and decided to head home. We stopped at the petrol station first so Sandy's dad could fuel up but the car died soon after. Me and Sandy had to push the car to the side because other cars were waiting.. there were heaps of cars there because the petrol was cheap and omg it was so embarassing having to push the car with all these eyes watching you. We thought Sandy's dad filled his tank with the wrong petrol so we called RACQ and they told us they'd take two ours to get to us. In the meanwhile, me and Sandy asked the guy that works at the petrol station if there was any difference in the petrol and if it'd have any effect on the car but he said it wouldn't. That was when we realised that the battery died and we just needed to do a jumpstart -.-'' Finally, cancelled RACQ and we were on our way home!!

Now I'm just sitting here writing this post. Pretty interesting bad day huh?? xxx

♥ hope it gives you hell ...

I think I'm gonna start blogging monthly. I tell myself to every night but then I get lazy. I do love blogging though, it gives me something to do and I can pour my heart out into it, give you an interesting read! Not really. Anyways, I went iceskating with some people from Mcdonalds crew last night for crew outing! It was pretty fun but I think it made me sick, I'm dying here right now. I think I've caught glandular fever (kissing disease) although I have been kissing anyone! Haha. Well yeah, I'm almost falling asleep at the keyboard right now. I'm gonna make this post short and sweeeeeeeet.

After iceskating, I stayed over Sandy's house which I don't think was a good idea because I tend to snore. The fact that I was sick didn't help either because blocked nose + snoring = mega snoring! I should have went home instead.

Had to go to my uncles house tonight for a bbq. I felt so yucky because of my sickness, I only ended up eating the salads which were pretty good! The potato salad was super!!

So now, I'm just sitting here at the computer blogging.. I think I'm gonna head off now, I'm so tired and no one is chatting to me. It's so depressing, my social life.... drained.

Well, really short and uninteresting post. I promise another one sometime soon but if not then you gotta wait til' next month :)

Goodnightt.. xx