because forever ain't enough..

I got a haircut... because I'm cool like that .

♥ dead and gone

Totally lost track of what I'm doing. On a suicidal note - jokes - my life is slowly going downhill because I'm jobless. I'm so broke and still owe friends money --" rarghh. Not to mention how.. not-so-encouraging my parents are. Honestly, was it necessary for my mum to tell me to get a life? Just because I've been lounging around, going out and whatnot eversince I quit my job? Sigh..

I'm so sick of ... everything; family, work, friends.. just life in fucking general. I'm scared of dying although today I actually felt like killing myself. So sad. So sad -vomits-
Eww, this is so not me.

Something to lighten my mood; I went out with Shubba and Steven the other day. Sunnybank again and then Woodridge, to Dimmie's take away store. Taxed this awesome drink! - the drink isn't really awesome, it tastes like V but lighter. Loving the can though :D

I hate life. Stop the world, I want to get off.

♥ i think you're really mean.

Feeling sooooooooooooo fineeeeeee and smart today yet I don't know what to write about. I'm capped at the moment so the internet is a bitch to be using hence why I've turned to reading. Yes, I know the Twilight series is so old, boring and tb-like now but hey, I have nothing else better to read. I'm only up to New Moon and, boy, I'm just that emotional! I cried reading the first few chapters - where Edward Cullen leaves Bella Swan.

Oh, gross. She's falling for Jacob Black now? He looks so dirty in the movie and I hate his hair.

Onward to Life. Dull, unemployed, broke and whatnot. I'm trying to get back on my feet, applying for jobs or maybe enrolling to Tafe with my aunty. Still contemplating. Jobs are hell hard to find now a days because they expect so much from you and as for Tafe, I'm not so sure I'd find myself going back to school since I've wasted about three years of highschool already. Although, the only thing I really look forward to in going back to school is to meet new people. I don't want that as my only reason because I know studying won't be one of them.. If that made any sense. So much for feeling smart today....

Friend-wise. I'm slack with catching up, I never make the time because I can't be bothered or because I know it's just going to be awkward. I'm bad at making conversations, making things awkward is my expertise.

So, I lost what I thought was a friend about a week or two ago but I can't be darned to even give a shit. What I said is something I'm not sorry for. Why? Because it's true and the person that has a problem with it can stop freakin' over reacting. I did nothing wrong. You brought this upon yourself :)

On a better note.. I'm loving Boys Over Flowers. Special thanks to Allen for recommending the movie.

Kgotboda Namja

Loving the two in the middle :)
Kim Hyun Joong + Kim Ki Bum

SS501 - Because I'm Stupid <3>