♥ dead and gone

Totally lost track of what I'm doing. On a suicidal note - jokes - my life is slowly going downhill because I'm jobless. I'm so broke and still owe friends money --" rarghh. Not to mention how.. not-so-encouraging my parents are. Honestly, was it necessary for my mum to tell me to get a life? Just because I've been lounging around, going out and whatnot eversince I quit my job? Sigh..

I'm so sick of ... everything; family, work, friends.. just life in fucking general. I'm scared of dying although today I actually felt like killing myself. So sad. So sad -vomits-
Eww, this is so not me.

Something to lighten my mood; I went out with Shubba and Steven the other day. Sunnybank again and then Woodridge, to Dimmie's take away store. Taxed this awesome drink! - the drink isn't really awesome, it tastes like V but lighter. Loving the can though :D

I hate life. Stop the world, I want to get off.