mum threw out my scones cos she dont want me fat.

Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now (don't tell us who it is):

1. I made it so obvious. You knew but you kept it to yourself and played me like a fool.

2. You know that it's not easy for me to say "I love you" but I really do. You're always there for me and I really appreciate it. I will always be there for you, ily my bbf.

3. You're the most best friend anyone can ask for. We've been friends for almost five years and never have we had an argument thats lasted over weeks. We have a bond that can't be broken.

4. I used to dislike you because I thought you had attitude problems but over the past few years of knowing you and becoming close, I've seen your soft side. You don't show your emotions a lot, I sometimes think you have the heart of a guy but you're an awesome bitch, ily.

5. Thank you for hooking me up with a job even though I'm going to have to go through slave laboury and get shit pay for it.

6. Your immaturity brings the life to every bNK social night. Even though we get disappointed being unable to get more than two carloads for our events, we still manage to have fun.

7. You're a faggot of an ex sometimes but you taught me a lot. Not just about things in general but also about myself. I wouldn't have known what kind of person I was until you told me.

8. You can get on my nerves sometimes but you are a good person to talk to about problems.

9. I only just met you on Facebook and just recently started talking to you. You warned me that "he" was just playing me. I was in doubt but you were right. How can you see through him when you don't know him?

10. You're pathetic. It amuses me how much you talk shit and turn the tables onto me. You don't even hear me out and you always think you're right. You think you're all that, top shit and fucking hot. Lol, your personality shows your true colours. Get over yourself.


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Ohmygod. I heard my aunty talking to my mum and I full bolted out there because I was hoping she brought scones home from work and she did! Yes! and uhh, yerrrrrrrrr, my mum threw out my scones last night because she didnt want me to get fat just because I ate them with butter the other day. Gosh! I love my mummy haha.

Whoa, it was like the scene from "When A Stranger Calls"

Okay, first off.. where are my fucking scones? I'm starving and my mum hid the scones somewhere. I've looked everywhere in the kitchen, including the bin and they're not there!!!! Omg, I want my scone! With vegemite :) yummo.

Haha, yeahhhhhhhhh. I'm freakin' capped now because my mum downloaded Cai Luong for my grandma. Can you believe that? My mum used up all my downloads! Good thing she might be changing the internet plan to TPG. Don't tell me it's shit, I don't care. I read the advertisement today and got told it's cheap, goes at average speed and gives you heaps of downloads, I'm pretty satisfied. So, woohoo to that!

My poker isn't working right now because the net is freakin' slow. It won't load properly and I'm dying to play to get my chips back - guess what bitches? I lost over 200k and I was heartbroken - I've learnt my lesson from going into a 10k blind room - not doing that again! Unless I'm richhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Ahhh... I love poker!

Ahahhaha, yeah. I'm going a bit spaz right now and I don't have a reason.. Or maybe I'm going crazy because I want my goddamn scones!!

Oh, yerrrrrrrrrrrr.. I heard a phone ringing before and it sounded like those olden day phones - you know those ones that.. yeah you know, I'm sure you do. Anyway, it kept ringing like, nonstop so I tried to find where it was coming from so I went into my brothers room and searched. As soon as I looked up I saw a shadow zoom across the room like WTF?! That's some freaky shit but I lied about that. No, I walked into my brothers room and the blinds were still open, the neighbours flood lights were still on and it looked freaky. I quickly went over to close the blinds and went back to my room but I could still hear ringing. My friend thinks I'm just hearing things but I swear I heard ringing! I think it came from my laptop anyways so I turned my music on - (I almost typed "I almost turned my MUM on") to drown whatever ringing noise it was.. So yeah, story of my life man!

Not really...

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Baby, been trying to getting this out of my heart forever.
Thought the remedy to a broken heart was you.
But I realized that it was just nothing,
and I never should've loved you.
I was so stupid, stupid for trusting you.
So stupid, stupid for loving you.
Oh I'm so stupid, I'm so foolish.
I'm stupid for loving you boy.
Should've known you weren't the one.

Lol. What am I doing? I'm only fooling myself. Thank you Max for warning me - that you think he's playing me - even though you don't know him. I should have listened. Lesson learnt.

Yet, I still miss him........

lmfao, wendy you dumbfuck. got playeddddddd.

I can't let you go, I keep trying but I can't. Boy, it's impossible, I miss you too bad.

Nah, fuck it. I'll let you go, I'm not going to try. It's possible, I won't miss you anymore.

You're probably wondering what the fuck I'm being all shitty about. Lol. Long story but I should tell you anyway? Yeah, just to fill my blog gaps.

So, I met this guy a while ago - last year. I never really talked to him until after Chinese New Years - I asked a friend for his email and yes! I got it *happy*
He never really talked so I said "you know, I'm going to delete you off my contact list unless you can give me a good reason not to" so he said "because I'm cool! No, jokes. I promise I'll talk to you when I'm not busy" something along those lines anyway - I was happy with that so I left him on my list. He did chat to me after he promised which was a good thing.
We been talking eversince then but not like every night or anything - just anytime either of us feel like chatting.
Recently, we've been talking a lot. I started to gain feelings for him but I wasn't really sure because there were other guys in my life as well but I was able to cut them out for specific reasons.
Right now, I really do like this guy but I'm just so uncertain of him? He talks to me and says things that make me happy, it brings a smile to my face but there are times he just makes me lose hope. He confuses me. I don't know what to do anymore - I had a sulk about it just before.
I talked to Max Nee about it over msn and he thinks I've been played and that this guy isn't worth my time. I do have to agree with Max because I do feel somewhat played but I don't know for sure yet.. and I can't work up the courage to confess or ask him how he feels.
I'm scared. Scared eversince 2007.
The last time I had a boyfriend, it's left me scared. I tried so hard and got nothing in return. Just a whole lot of bullshit and I ended up shattered, broken hearted. What fucking ever.

This is all bullshit. I don't know, I think I'll let it go now. Not knowing if he feels the same or not. I can't tell. I just have bad vibes when I talk to him now.

I feel like I was too harsh, too much of a bitch. But he somehow deserved it, it may have hit him hard but I don't think it hit him like it hit me. A thousand bullets through my chest.

Sigh....

because.. the only person i see is you.

I stop to catch my breath and I stop to catch your eye,
No need to second-guess that you've been on my mind.
I dream days away but that's okay,
It's like I want to hear a silent sound and then hold it in my hand.
But a rose wont blossom from the ground,
Of desert sand but I like to pretend that...

One day I'll turn around & I'll see your hand reach out,
I'm only fooling with myself, yeah, yeah, yeah.
But maybe when you smile, it means you'd stay while,
Just maybe, yeah, you'd save me now.

Well, now it's etched in stone, that I can't survive alone,
You have the missing piece.
Yes, I slip away to a day that will never come,
It's like a splash of water to my face.
When I suddenly realize that you could never find a place,
For me in your eyes and I don't know why I keep thinking...

One day I'll turn around & I'll see your hand reach out,
I'm only fooling with myself, yeah, yeah, yeah.
But maybe when you smile, it means you'd stay while,
Just maybe, yeah, you'd save me now.

It's love in disguise, I'm lost in your mind, I'm lost in your eyes.

One day I'll turn around & I'll see your hand reach out,
I'm only fooling with myself, yeah, yeah, yeah.
But maybe when you smile, it means you'd stay while,
Just maybe, yeah, you'd save me now.

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I'm loving this chasing game but I hate it at the same time. I'm wondering when it'll all be over - when he'll finally be all mine, mine, mine. Mwhahha. No, I joke. He's so hard to catch, shit.

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& when you asked why I can't like him, the only reason I can think of is you. It's true when they say "Absence makes the heart grow fonder" because I can't even stand one minute without you..

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PS: I got banned from commenting my CBOX because I was spamming it just to get rid of old comments --"

i cant let you go, i keep trying but i cant

Boring. "Jenson - I Miss You" .. Old, I know. But I love it (L)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY - ALEX, DEE & PENGH.
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Made birthday invites for Kylie - turned out pretty noice.

These ones are just drafts of what they're meant to look like.
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Starting the good copy. Printed on gold paper.
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Drawing measurements - this part took ages, had to get everything right. Then I had to do the same for fourteen sheets of gold paper. Took me roughly an hour to finish drawing the measurements for all of them.
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Oh, yes. Procrastination. This is what happens after cutting too much paper. Your hands get sore and you slack off........ and then you take photos of yourself?
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Almost done, just a bit more cutting and minor adjustments.
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FINISHED~!! YAYAYAYYAYYAYAYAHHH ~!!! .. Effort... and in the end, I find out that the RSVP date is wrong. I wrote "August" instead of "July" ... OMG. Oh well, can't do anything about it now since most of them have been handed out.

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Can't be screwed making a proper post. Toodles xxx

the things that make you go "fucking bitch, get over it"

Okay. I currently smell like smoke from the barbecue and it's giving me a headache. Not to mention I've been needing to crap for almost two hours now. I'll be back after a shit/shower and then I'll finish this post.

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Haha, didn't even end up taking a shower yet because as soon as I finished chucking a shit, Kenji texted me and told me they're having toasted marshmallows downstairs! Mmmmmh. Soooo, I rushed downstairs and he was like "Umm, no marshmallows yet, Steve's gone to buy it" Waited for the marshmallows to come home. My relatives and I sat in the backyard for about an hour eating toasted marshmallows until it was just me and Kenji, we played with the fire - there were corn kernals on the ground so I threw them into the fire and it popped, pretty cool. And then Kenji decided to throw a marshmallow in, it burnt and stunk the backyard. He blamed it on me afterwards, lol, awesome cousin!

Oh yeah, I had people chatting to me on Msn before I went downstairs for marshmallows but not really anyone of importance. Okay, I lied. There was someone important but I didn't feel like chatting to him tonight - it's that guy I wish for, to chat to me at night, he finally did today and I snobbed him - which is a really low thing to do but I guess he deserved it for taking his time to reply to me or just die on the conversation every time I talk to him.
I'm feeling a bit of regret for ditching the conversation with him without saying anything. After all, last night at 11:11, I did wish that he'd talk to me soon and tonight he did. I wasted a wish - and I don't even believe that wishes come true.
I wonder if there was some kind of chance behind that... I wonder what we would have talked about or if he would have said something that would make me feel warm, fuzzy and then fall for bullshit all over again, lol. I can only wonder....

You're probably wondering about the title for this post?
Well, I used to read the posts that this chick writes up on her blogspot and just think she's simply, plain dumb. I forgot about her after a while because I don't hang around that group anymore so to me, she's dead and out of my world. Today, I was bored and remembered how I used to visit her blog all the time but then she stopped posting. I decided to visit it for once in ages to read what she's been up to and believe me, she's still a stupid, dumb bitch that won't get over things, especially the guy she 'loves'. Okay, I know how mean I sound to think "get over that guy you like" because that's easier said than done but when she continuously goes on about it, it's just so annoying. Why? So she has a "boyfriend" which she thinks really loves her and is into her but what she doesn't realize is that he sees other girls and fucks around behind her back. He doesn't even show that he loves her, he doesn't even show he cares. When they're out in a group of friends, he ditches her. Can anyone tell me, where is the love? Can you tell me how stupid she is for still being with him?
You're probably thinking "how the fuck do you know, Wendy?" Oh, I know. He "cheated" on her with me, Lol. No, we didn't date but we hooked up, no biggy. We used to talk and he used to tell me: "No, we aren't dating. She really likes me but I just see her as a friend, you know?" Yeah, you mean, she's just a chick on the side. Just like a fuck buddy, you know she'll always be there.
Haha, I can't get over this. I still can't believe how head over heels she is for him. Funny thing is, she actually sees that he doesn't pay attention to her and shit. She knows he's a ladies man, she knows it all. It still doesn't stop her. Complete and utter stupidity. I know I write a lot of shit about how depressed I am about things but I don't compare to her. There is nothing happy on her blog, every post is depressing, sad, emo, attention seeking, all the downie words you can think of and they're all posted in the form of a poem. Example: (this is going to be about me)

He didn't call me last night,
Don't know when he will.
Do I even matter to him?
Does he even care?
One minute, he's talkative,
the next minute, the conversation dies.
I don't know what to do anymore,
He confuses me.

Yeah, constantly like that. Seriously man, get over it. As your post says "I have no one." Damn straight, if you keep that up, people are just going to think you're in need of sympathy, which in this case, you do. Unfortunately, you're not getting it because people don't give a shit if you're miserable. You might as well fake a smile.

too busy ignoring me to even notice me

Bleh. I guess you could figure that I'm about to go on about how annoyed I am because I feel like I'm ignored. Invisible, whatevvvvvvvvs.

Hardout snobbed might be the word but then again, I think he'd talk to me if I start the conversation. Then it'll die like always so I refuse to start anything right now. I've also been waiting for a phone call from him but that hasn't been happening either. I feel somehow led on because of some of the shit he said to me recently about how he looks for me when I'm not online - pfft, right. What a way to make me feel fuzzy inside, I fall for bullshit too easily. I don't care if he reads this, he may think I'm a bitch for blurting it all out on here instead of talking to him about it but mehhhhhh.

I don't want to go out because I'd rather sit at home waiting for him to come online, knowing that he won't even be chatting to me but I'll just sit there staring at his msn name and get pissed off. I'm stupid, I know.

I do, in a way, feel bad for saying all this but I'm not the type of person that'll just BLEH. I don't know. I feel like deleting this post as well, Lol.

On the bright side: I played Poker today, Poker always takes my mind off stupid things but then when I start losing I get all pissy and think about random shit again. I played last night as well with Michael and he told me he found old Area58 photos of me and him from years back when we were dating. I never even knew they existed, I told him to scan them but I don't think he will.

ARRRRRRRRRRGHS. SO ANNOYING.

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˙noʎ ssıɯ ı `ǝǝl ɔıɹǝ

tax my arse; i get to spend $50 !!

Yadda yadda and as Borat says it "You can't get this~ you can't get this~ AH LALALALA"

Bored out of my freakin' brain. It's Friday night and I'm sitting at home blogging, Facebooking and not chatting on Msn. Nothing out of the ordinary.

Hung out with Dimmy yesterday.. and Tim. Yes, Tim (Lol) Just a tad awkward but then I got over it and started mucking around and shit. We played Poker and I kept going all in - we weren't playing serious though. I won a couple of times but I'm still so damn freakin' nub! Played other card games after - Thirteen, Bullshit and some other kinds of Poker which I don't understand. Meh.
I wanted to play Guitar Hero but it was apparently broken - next thing you know, Tim's playing it. What a liar. I swear those guys are somewhat gay. Haha, Terry's constantly farting and telling Dimmy to shut up, Tim is constantly talking about anal and Dimmy and I are just giving eachother the "wtf" look. Ahhhhhhh, it's so good to be hanging out with those guys again, I really missed them... In a friendly way~!

Anywayyy, went to Sunnybank last night and watched the pros play Maximum Tune. We saw Nelson there - why is he so quiet? I swear he doesn't talk much in real life!
Alex was working and we stood there watching and laughing for some reason, I don't remember why. It was a pretty fun but boring night. Yeah yeah.

Today, I just slept in. I feel like deleting all this shit I just wrote and restarting because I sound so lame. I told myself I was going to bitch about shit but I'm telling you my what I've been up to. Lol.

Oh, yeah! Lodged my tax today and fuck, it was sooooooooooooooooo confusing and time consuming. The government sent home a CD so I could just lodge at home and it took roughly thirty minutes - an hour. I didn't understand the questions so basically, I just pressed "No" for all of them. Haha, there was this one section where you had to fill in shit about whether you have to pay for uniform or not. This is what I wrote:

(Text reads: I had to pay $5 for a stupid fucking hat and I had to give it back when I quit anyway!)


Yeah, that's right! Suck on that Mcdonalds! Only joking. I didn't actually lodge my tax with that shit written on it. They probably wouldn't send me my money back if I did but yes, Mcdonalds is so damn cheap now - just because you lost your hat or someone else took it, you have to pay for another one. And they're already taking like, a dollar out of our pay just for uniform.. That's like fifty-two bucks a year! Cheap bastards. By the way, I get eight hundred dolllars tax back and seven hundred and fifty goes into my phone bill. I have roughly fifty bucks for Kylie's birthday and Klub Kandy. GEE FUCKING GEE!

Anywho, I went to Inala with my aunt after lodging my tax and went shopping with Sandy and Tuan. Holy fuck, junky couple! They went to Coles to buy a shitload of junk food to stash in their room! Then again, if I had money, I would have pretty much done the same! Sandy bought me Lindt chocolate - the small three packs because they were three for four bucks. I don't really like Lindt, it's too oily and.. as we Viet's call it, Beo' . Yes, it's beo' - lmao.

Went to Sunnybank again tonight but this time with my aunt and cousin - ate at Coffee Square. I used to like Coffee Square but I think the customer service is getting really bad. They need people like me working there.. lol. Not joking. After Coffee Square we stopped by Lil Hong Kong to get roast duck for cousin and they took about twenty-five minutes just to cut the duck. I mean, come onnnnnnnnnnn it takes two minutes at Darra! My cousin got pissed and went off at the worker - pretty funny.

Went home, here I am. Boring. Bleh. I forgot to go Funhouse to get my scarf off Alex. Dammit.

BOSCO IS GOING TO BE AT ECHOES ON THE 28TH JULY. LOLWTFBBQ?

˙ǝɹoɯʎuɐ ǝɹǝɥʇ ǝq ʇ,uoʍ ı `ǝɯ ɹoɟ ʞool noʎ uǝɥʍ

under his spell, i can't break

Yeah, I know. I don't like this layout either but there's something I do like about it, I don't know what. I hate all that stupid crap written in the centre there. I really don't see the point of it and I really want to change it but it won't let me.

Anyway, I feel as if I need to rant about certain things again, just to get it all off my chest but I don't know where to start and once I start, I probably won't stop or I'll probably just delete everything, like always.
Actually, now that I think about it, I'll only be ranting about the same thing I did in my older post so I don't think I'll be fucked to write it again. You can just flip back.

Oh yeah, I'm sick of people randomly starting shit with me on Facebook Poker. I don't know why they do it but it's just so lame and annoying, they say the dumbest thing. Linda can possibly relate because she gets started on as well. Like omfg, "kiss my dick" yeah, right. Let's cyber this shit! No, thanks.

*Sigh. Life without being able to use my phone.. It's killing me not being able to text or call people. I desperately wanted to text someone last night to tell them I miss them but I knew it wouldn't send, so I still did it. Hopefully they got the message some other way, which I highly doubt.

I'm so sick of so many things! I just remembered that the guy that used to like me, still likes me and is still asking my friends how I am and argggghs! that shit pisses me off. Shut up, you're telling the world you're going to ignore my existence and get over it but as far as I'm concerned, you aren't doing a very good job.

Bleh, annoyed. Too annoyed to even write anything anymore. Besides, I miss you. He doesn't know who he is but I guess he could and would figure it out really soon, I hope.

An attempt to breakdance. failed.

Me, Shubba, Dimmy & Steven went to Sunnybank today and bummed for six hours. Gosh, it was the most boring time ever spent there! Anyways, we got bored in the carpark so we attempted to breakdance. We failed. (Cbf rotating the video)

Oh! and this old video of Bao which I only came to uploading tonight..

♥ just those simple words...

& you make it all better.

♥ cos when a heart breaks, it dont break even

BLER. It's freeeeeeeeeeeeezing. I've had a fever since Sunday night and I'm having the time of my life~!!!! Not. So I haven't been able to eat properly, usually I finish a bowl of rice, I can't even finish a quarter now. Everything tasted weird because I had some weird, slimey fluid thing in my mouth that made everything taste bitter and making me want to throw up. It's horrible.

I had a dream the other night I was walking home from Inala plaza and I was struggling, I ended up collapsing and no one helped me. I tried to pick myself back up but failed to do so and just sat there crying, waiting for a helping hand. Eugh, so dramatic.

I'm getting a bit better now. Thank goodness, but going out today was not the best idea because it was freeeeeeezing. Bleh. I can't be screwed writing right now, my fingers are cold, I feel drowsy and I'm pissed.

Eww, I have my period. Period + Fever = Fuck my life. Kthxbye.

♥ whatever you say, you can have it your way

This has got to be the laziest Sunday I've ever lived. I woke up at 12:30pm, had breakfast and jumped straight onto the internet. Played Restaurant City, Poker, Omgpop, Tetris, watched Youtube videos. Bleh. It's so boring so I guess this is going to be a short blog post. On a bad note, I'm sick, I have a massive headache, sore throat, blocked nose and dry coughs. I've been freezing my arse off all day, wearing five layers of clothes to keep me warm and I've kept my hoodie over my head - I must be getting a fever. I'm so vulnerable to catching a cold/fever, I'm weak. I hope this isn't swine flu. Anyways, shall leave you with this video I just found. His voice is amazing , almost as good as TOP from Big Bang.

& he's not lip synching either~



haha, thought she was funny and cute, rofls

♥ i'm so damn happy when im depressed

Oh mannnnnnnn, what a day it has been. I woke up at 12pm to the sound of my aunt talking (she talks really loud) and I overheard them saying they're going to Sunnybank. Well, I already knew earlier in the week that my family had planned to go watch a movie today but I completely forgot until I eavesdropped on the conversation. I wasn't going to go but I didn't really feel like staying at home today so I got out of bed, ate breakfast and asked my mum if I could go with them and she said yes. With thirty minutes to get ready, I rushed myself, wearing the same thing I wore on Thursday night but with a different jacket, applied the daily essential eyeliner and straightened my hair and we left.

We got to Sunnybank and bought movie tickets for Ice Age 3 and then played games in Funhouse for a bit, bumped into Vinson! Just a tad of an awkward moment there.
I played Rave Party? Whatever it's called.. haha "Gamblore" I don't really know how to play it, I just know load and drop. I was playing and out of nowhere, the coins were dropping automatically. I was like 'what the fuck?' and I realised I got 333 of the same colour - so it drops coins automatically, I think 33 times? - I thought I screwed up the machine. I won quiet a few tokens from it but I had to use it all because the movie was about to start.

The movie, in my opinion, was good. It was funny and cute! I loved the part when Elly the mammoth gave birth to Peaches, it reminds me of my youngest sister when it googoo's and gaga's. I had a bit of a teary during that scene, it was sooooooooo adorable! After the movie, my family went to buy BBQ pork and roast duck, yummo. I went back to Funhouse with my brother and cousins and saw Alex, he sucks at MT :P Stood around watching him play and headed back home, exhausted.

I'm freaking lazy to finish this blog even though its almost finished. Oh yeah, check this weird mutant, alien, brainy looking thing.. its freaking SICK.

Omg, my mum finally agrees on getting a puppy! So I'm hardout searching for one, a small toy dog - preferably a Pomeranian - otherwise, maltese, shih tzu, llhasa apso, yorkshire terriers, anything small, cute, and fluffy is good! If you know anyone that's giving away puppies or selling them, tell me :D I really want a puppy!

Another thing, I got new $20 shoes! They're like a copy of Converse Chucks but I think I like these better, they're pretty simple but cute. Girl Xpress for the win. My mum bought them for me and she got herself a pair as well but cheaper ones! haha!

♥ baby, just pretend & make tonight ours

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♥ with every word, another feeling dies.

My mum disconnected the interned once again, last night while I was fixing all these Blogger html codes. Yes, it's pretty easy once you get the hang of it but it still takes a while because you have to know where to put and you have to find the right codes. I still haven't been able to find the html code for archive postings - I want the post title, not the date, to show up.

After I got disconnected I decided to play around on PhotoshopCS4 and see what I can do with my photos. They aren't the best but I'm still trying to learn how to edit them so they look pro - not very successful at the moment - I'm still trying to get used to it. Some weird shit happened when I was painting a background last night - I wanted green but it kept coming out grey - it pissed me off so bad until I realized the colour palette was set to greyscale. This shows how noob I am at it, Lol.

It was around 2am when I ran out of cool photos to edit so I decided to head to bed. I ended up laying there playing Puzzle Bobble on my phone until 4am - I started getting drowsy but for some reason I couldn't sleep. I pretty much lay there staring at the wall and thought "I'm just going to do an allnighter" - I fell asleep around six and woke up at 11:30am, took a shower and jumped straight on the computer to finish my blog.

Reh~! This post is pretty shit but I can't be screwed to write anything good and interesting since nothing like that has really been happening in my life.

I think I'm just going to leave it here.

Oh, yeah! I haven't been able to pay off my phone bills because I'm unemployed and pretty much bankrupt so Optus has disconnected me from making any calls, texts and using the internet. I'm hoping I can pay for it soon when I get a job but for the meanwhile, if anyone needs to contact me, please call me because there's no way I'm going to be able to get back to you. Thanks.