too busy ignoring me to even notice me

Bleh. I guess you could figure that I'm about to go on about how annoyed I am because I feel like I'm ignored. Invisible, whatevvvvvvvvs.

Hardout snobbed might be the word but then again, I think he'd talk to me if I start the conversation. Then it'll die like always so I refuse to start anything right now. I've also been waiting for a phone call from him but that hasn't been happening either. I feel somehow led on because of some of the shit he said to me recently about how he looks for me when I'm not online - pfft, right. What a way to make me feel fuzzy inside, I fall for bullshit too easily. I don't care if he reads this, he may think I'm a bitch for blurting it all out on here instead of talking to him about it but mehhhhhh.

I don't want to go out because I'd rather sit at home waiting for him to come online, knowing that he won't even be chatting to me but I'll just sit there staring at his msn name and get pissed off. I'm stupid, I know.

I do, in a way, feel bad for saying all this but I'm not the type of person that'll just BLEH. I don't know. I feel like deleting this post as well, Lol.

On the bright side: I played Poker today, Poker always takes my mind off stupid things but then when I start losing I get all pissy and think about random shit again. I played last night as well with Michael and he told me he found old Area58 photos of me and him from years back when we were dating. I never even knew they existed, I told him to scan them but I don't think he will.

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