♥ your blue skies turn to gray..

Because I'm lacking in motivation right now and not feeling emotional about things, this post won't be as prominent as it would have been this morning. I will still let you in on all the incidents that has happened today but with very little soul.

I was awoken this morning by my parents who were having a go at eachother both verbally and physically. I was astounded. Never, in my life have I ever seen my parents go at eachother like they did this morning. What happened was, I was lying in bed listening to them yell at eachother thinking that it's just another one of those days where they're fighting and soon to make up again. That was where I was wrong. The yelling became intense then I heard an object being thrown to the ground causing a loud "BAM" on the timber floors. I rushed out of my room to see what all the commotion was about and there I saw, my mum against the wall, holding my baby sister and my dad trying to strangle her. Shocked. I yelled out at him to let her go and they started arguing again. I took my baby sister out of my mum's arms, tears started pouring out of my eyes. I couldn't believe I just saw my stepdad trying to strangle the life out of my mum! I brought my baby sister into my brother's room and walked back out into the kitchen where my parents were arguing, still yelling. My mum slapped my stepdad, he slapped her back and with tears rolling down my cheeks, I yelled out once again. My grandma came up to see what was going on and tried to help sort things out but my parents wouldn't listen. It was a really bad start to the day, I felt crap about it because I didn't know how to help out nor did I know how to comfort my mum... and because I didn't get to sleep in again.

Things calmed down so I went out to the backyard to relax and conversate with my relatives about random things. My uncle let me take photos with his Lumix digital camera, it's those big chucky cameras photographers use to take pro photos. I had fun taking photos with his camera but it ran out of batteries so I ran to get my crappy Olympus digital camera. I took a few photos with it, they aren't the best photos but I like them. I haven't put them on my computer yet but when I do, I'll be sure to post it up on here!

My camera started dying as well so I went back to my room to use the internet. Shit happened which I don't really want to mention on here so if you want to know, then just ask me because I'd be more than happy to bitch to you about it :)

Sandy called me around 630pm and asked me to go Sunnybank with her to eat at Sushi Train. I didn't really want to go because I'm really sick and I was lazy but I thought.. it could help me overcome my sickness so I ended up going. The sushi was okay, I liked the ones with cavier the best! The little eggs like, pop when you bite them and it tastes so goood! Her parents shouted me because I'm broke as but then again, they kind of do most of the time when I'm out with them. I owe them heaps! They're like a second family to me and I love them <3 After Sushi Train, I shouted Sandy a Golden Rocher Crepe with my last $10. Hey, I know it's not much but it was the most I could repay while I'm broke!! The crepe was so good! We walked around Market Square for a while and decided to head home. We stopped at the petrol station first so Sandy's dad could fuel up but the car died soon after. Me and Sandy had to push the car to the side because other cars were waiting.. there were heaps of cars there because the petrol was cheap and omg it was so embarassing having to push the car with all these eyes watching you. We thought Sandy's dad filled his tank with the wrong petrol so we called RACQ and they told us they'd take two ours to get to us. In the meanwhile, me and Sandy asked the guy that works at the petrol station if there was any difference in the petrol and if it'd have any effect on the car but he said it wouldn't. That was when we realised that the battery died and we just needed to do a jumpstart -.-'' Finally, cancelled RACQ and we were on our way home!!

Now I'm just sitting here writing this post. Pretty interesting bad day huh?? xxx