♥ i'm caught up in your mess

No, I haven't been lazy to post. I just haven't found the time since I've been out a lot again and because my laptop isn't working and my room is a mess.. to the point I don't even want to be sitting in here. Anyway, just a small recap of what I've been up to lately.

Last week, I went out with Talina for a little girls night since we both felt like shit. I think we did that a couple of nights, always ending up at Sunnybank. . . Friday night we went to Mish's apartment for pre-drinks and met new people! Yep, it's always awesome to meet new people! I had some gooooooooon, shitty wine. Had a shot of Bicardi at another apartment and OMG, a fight broke out. It was pretty scary. I hate fights but I watch anyways. We hit Family after for the Steve Hill event. It was alright, the music was awesome but I think it was a little too much. The place was pretty packed as well.. didn't meet anyone new while I was there. I don't think Family is a suitable place to pick up guys or girls.

This post is going to be a little short. I'm not feeling up to anything right now.. sort of a long story which I'll explain after everything else.

Valentine's Day! ... Well, to me, known as Single Awareness Day (SAD) . Slept in since I got home at 4am from the clubs. Didn't do anything that day, I think I just sat around at home and used the internet like always. Decided to go to Allen's place since he was having a singles drink up night. It was kind of boring until Jimmy wanted to go to Sunnybank to jump some guy so we went. We got there and some of us stayed in the car knowing that we were already into shit for driving the others there and were too scared to get out and get involved more. So, while some of us were sitting in the car, we watched for cops and yadda yadda... Some random car parked behind Dong's car and we all got out of our cars for some reason. The people in the random car pulled out poles from their cars and we shat ourselves so we walked away LOL. We found out they were on our side.

This is fucking boring because I don't know what I'm saying half the time and I have no fucking idea if I'm making any sense.

Well, excuse my language. I'm just so pissed off right now, I think I'm getting into some great depression stage --" I had a really bad day today... You see, I went to get my Learners and I failed by two questions, although it's not really what ticked me off. I actually laughed when the guy told me I failed... Anyways, the real reason I'm pissed off is because I told my high manager that I don't want to do management anymore because it was stressful and it just wasn't for me. I asked him if it were possible to get my Crew Trainer job back and he said he'd have to ask the boss. I came into work today and asked about it again and they moved me down to Low Crew!!! ... FUCKING HELL. He gave me the uniform and told me to wear it tomorrow. It's gonna be so awkward at work.. Still fucking pissed.

I've started to notice that everytime I'm angry, I get all emotional, I start to go teary and then I blame it on not having a boyfriend. LOL, so stupid. Fuck boys, I don't need them. I don't need you, Chris. I'm way too good for you, chyeahh!










*sigh.