Run, baby, run. Don't ever look back.

asdfghjkl mood.

I'm apparently clingy now, trying to fix it. It isn't easy and I'm probably not doing it the right way. I actually went to Google for advice, reading about "How to tell if you're clingy" nah, I don't have all the signs of clingyness - I think the most is asking of his whereabouts too much.

Trying not to.

I hate it when there's still a few hours left to spend time with each other but he has to go home with other people and at times they'd leave to go home early, meaning he'd have to as well. Yeah, I'd get upset over it ... I still do but because of this clingyness shit, I've tried to keep it in and walk away without hessitation. Ehh. '

Mum's been telling me he can't look after me and keep me happy for long and of course mum's know what's best. It's all up to me on what I'm going to do about it and even though I know things probably won't work out the way I want it to, I'm still holding on because I love him too much. Silly.

I hope he gets a job soon.. at least then, I'd be content that he's finally working and not just bumming around and going out day and night.

Still keen on moving out ... not a good idea? It'll keep me sane & hopefully will stop us arguing.. Fuck my life, I don't know.