♥ baby, just make a wish

Today has to be the shittiest day of 2009 and guess what? It's the 29th too. Get fucked.

Depression kicked in again, last night out of nowhere. Thanks, Leslie, for trying to talk to me about it but you pissed me off more when you talked about that hardstyle shit. Had a teary after, yeah whatevs, not because of you, Leslie dear.

Was hoping today would be better since usually after I have a cry about something, I feel better the next day - didn't happen. I guess going to work made me forget only for a while, until I had to discuss my progression in my management course to my boss and top manager. I'm not doing well in it, I got complaints about my attitude and performance; made me feel even more shit knowing my attitude had changed since I'd been promoted. I started crying in front of my boss and manager, basically in front of everyone actually. Felt like shit. Sat in the office for about an hour and the manager decided to send me home.

I had a talk to my mum about it and she was just like "what the hell?" Yeah, it's shit because I had other problems to deal with already and I tried so hard not to think about it and not let it get to me at work and then it gets worse. My mum asked what my other reasons were and I said I don't know what it is but I feel shit sometimes. She told me I need a boyfriend and started asking me if I had one yet, why I don't have one or if I like anyone etc. I love my mum.

Blehh. Still feeling like shit, not to mention the bitch I hate has been telling the world that me and my girls want to hit her. Making us look bad when she was the one that apparently wanted to "talk" to my best friend today (more like "hit"). Stupid slut.

Anyone know any good Korean MV? Sad ones? ...

Oh, boy.. I cry, cry. You're my all, say goodbye.