I don't know what I did to you.

Slowly losing hope......... again.

On a positive note: heading down to the coast today for Ching's birthday. Finally finished her video also, rushed job but it's still pretty good. Completed the video at around 2am, konked out soon after. It was such a mission saving all her photos and trying to put it all together.

Oh, will miss the family tonight. They're going to Mystique while I'll be partying it down at the coast. Hopefully we'll all have fun even though we're far apart. Sounds like I'm leaving forever or something? lol. But seriously, Ohana means family, family means no one gets left behind.

Jun is a dog but I ain't going to hate for that shit.

Must give a huge thank you once again to the family for always making my days more happy, positive and all good words you could think of. Love you guys so much :)

and... I miss Huy Tran.

Since he already knows and I'm pretty sure he hears it all the time, I don't see the point in hiding that from him or anyone, anymore.

Just hope I don't do anything silly tonight. It's funny how I like him so much, if I interact intimately with any other guy it feels like I'm cheating.

Anyway. . . Oh, yeah. Before I forget, I'm making friends with the haters. When I say that I mean, I'm trying to say sorry to those who I've hurt and befriended back in the past. I don't want to be that person anymore, that person that once looked at someone and judged them before I even knew them. I just want to be that girl, everyone points at and says "That chick is awesome, she's really nice" etc :) hahaha. That sounds so gay but I'm trying bitches :P

I'm cool with Truc now. If there's a problem, you can solve it because I won't get caught between anyone's shit anymore.