You're still there for me..

Confess to me, every secret moment
Every stolen promise you believed
Confess to me, all that lies between us
All that lies between you and me......... (8)


Woop! I'm now employed as a full time shop assistant at the Newsagent! Working there is okay. It's pretty easy - I've caught on really fast and may be able to work without supervision on my next shift. The only thing that makes the job hard is when your co-workers never freaking smile! It gives the atmosphere so much awkward tension, it makes me scared to approach the co-workers which isn't a good thing because I may need help. At least some are nice and smile :)

I still have my phone bill to pay off and I'm pretty sure I'm going to owe over $1000 now. I have someone that wants to help me pay it off but I don't feel comfortable with that person doing so. I don't know why? It's weird. Lol. I can't wait until I get my first pay. I should get about $400 at the least? As I am working 38 hours this week and I get paid about $12-14 an hour, I think.

Anyways, been kind of shitty lately. Starting to hate myself again - my life is so screwed. Bleh. My friends are always there to make it better though :) Thank you guys!

Went to Gold Coast last night with Steven, Dimmy, Tim and Chingaling. Zomg, Baskin Robins is deeeeeeliciousssss.. I finished a massive 2 scoop cone myself and I was full! I should have taken a photo of it. The cone was the length of my face :D haha! Zzz

Okay, this is getting lame. I don't think I'll blog as much anymore. Maybe monthly.