close my eyes so i can see you.

I thought it'd be the hardest thing, again, explaining to someone why I bailed on a date. Always the usual "I've lost feelings" Nope, not this time.

I think I'm maturing. I used to be this person that couldn't explain jack shit to someone but I've been working on it and I've been able to in quite a few situations. It feels good to be honest but it sucks when the person you're being honest to doesn't take it too well. I'm talking about this one person here but I won't name which I really should because the other person I had problems with might think it's him but then again there's no point because no one really reads this shit, LOL.

Did nothing at all today. Well, slept in, bailed on Ernie (I AM SOOO SORRY), played tetris beta, walked the dog, and then:

Hung out with a friend before, he told me about some problems and he looked like he was about to cry. Majorly made me feel so bad, so sorry for him and I wanted to give him a huge hug and just comfort him but I didn't know if that would have made things awkward. Haha shucks.

Anyway, I won't bother writing much tonight. It's getting late, I'm tired and I have other things to think about..

I love Natalie. she's the maddest egg ever (egg: white outside, yellow inside. GET IT?! You're so asian Natalie)