your eyes & your mouth are saying different things..

The cat's got my tongue... or I'm just really scared to admit.

Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you couldn't because you're too scared of their reaction? -sigh- I'm feeling that right now.

I want to tell him soooooooo badly, that I miss him but I'm scared that he'd push me away or lead me on?! .. I don't know. Maybe he'll react in a good way but I'm just really doubting that right now since he's 'not ready'

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!
I get good vibes though. Bler.

What's gay is that I have him on Facebook and he just fucking deletes my comments. I'm sure he knows that I like him and even though we're NOTHING but friends right now it hurts sooooo much seeing him talking to other girls.
Things I hear from my friends are killing me too. The smallest damn things.

What are you doing to me?!

~ Would you rather... A lie that draws a smile or the truth that draws a tear?

Please let me know how you feel because this is hurting me too much.