Do you remember when you were young? How stupid and careless you were about everything? Mainly when it came to LOVE? ..
It's so different now. I'm old. I don't feel like taking those same risks like I did back then. I'm just too scared to get hurt now because it's happened too many times.
So, I kind of took that risk last night when I went clubbing although it really failed at exactly 3:10am. Yes, that's when the badddddd news broke out. I saw the news coming. I was so ready for it, another "You're a nice person but I just don't see you that way. I do like you, but as a friend, not anymore than that." WHY IS IT THAT SAME FUCKING LINE?! Yep, I'm used to this but I broke down like shit last night as I was about to leave. Merely even got any sleep last night because this is all the shit I can think about right now. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck my life.
Not the greatest thing to go emo over. For some reason this hurts just as bad as two and a half years ago when my ex broke up with me.
Okay, whatever. No more, whatever happens, happens.
BATMAN. NA-NANANANA-NA BATMAN.

Wendy Tran
November 29, 1990
Home is where the heart is
LNY TNZ - Till it hurts
What is there to do?
wendytran@live.com
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