Say goodbye as we dance with the devil tonight. . .

Normally, I'd give up as soon as I hear "I don't like you that way, you're just a friend." But this time, I really don't want to let this go. I feel so positive about this, that if I keep trying then something might happen.

Or am I just getting my hopes up again? ...

I'm really missing him right now and the way I can be any closer to him is through his brother. I wish it were that easy to just converse normally with someone you like with them knowing you like them. Hmm.

I'll stay positive on this one. I think something will work out, or so I'm hoping.

Give me a sign.

Haychu Wai.