im just here for your amusement . . .

OH MY BLOG. How I've missed you so much.

My internet got cut off for about two weeks I think. Mother didn't pay the bill so I took care of it, like a good girl that cares so much about her family should... *ahrmm*

Not much good news.
My stepdad is still... not home. He's still sleeping in the car somewhere. Sad really. I saw him yesterday before I headed into the city and had a small chat with him. I told him to go home, it's not like me to do something like that. He said he would go home but my mum won't let him and he said something else, I don't remember what, although I remember saying "What about the kids? What about me?" He bowed his head down, looked really upset. Tears were forming in my eyes but I tried to hold them back. My bus came so I told him I had to go - my voice all, retardedish? You know when you're about to cry and it feels like something's stuck in your throat? It makes it hard to talk? Well, yeah, it sounded high pitched and cracky, like a guy just reached his puberty (not really but you catch my drift)

I got to the city hoping not to see someone but unfortunately I did. Faked a smile, said hello, etc. Met up with Ching and had a d&m with her, which only lasted about ten minutes but she told me things I needed to know. Things that I guess, hurt but also makes me stronger and able to move on from whatever the blah blah blah slacking off now.

Clubbing was................. actually kind of shit because I was distracted. Got home at 4:30am then got ready to go to the airport to drop off my Grandma because she's flying off to Vietnam.
Saw the most adorable Korean baby, he had the chubbiest cheeks ever and was stuffing his face with food. My baby sister just sat on my lap staring at him. Yes, she will follow in my footsteps when she grows up. She will absolutely adore Koreans :D lmfao.

Sigh & Bye.